As I fall with the sweeping of bow across strings, the anxiety of the past few weeks slowly fades from my mind. I'm drawn away into the world of gentle words, a steady bass... away from your never ending presence. No more questions of your return. The music permits me to forget, if only for a few moments. Ever since our end, all I've thought about was you. No matter the laughs my friends struggled to pull from me, nor the smiles I've put on to show the world that I remain strong. At the times when it was too much to bear... I fall away into this song. Tis not one of the songs I wished was our song, nor one I even knew existed for so long. But today, when it tumbled into my brain, I knew... it could help me. Could it lead me to help myself? Maybe... the voice, so unlike yours, understands that it's a hard life that I'm going through right now... do you? But no, I must not let myself care. As the brushing of fingers across strings ceases... the drums quiet... the song slowly fades from my mind. And I realize, that although you were temporarily shoved into the depths of my mind... of you I cannot be rid. Unable to be exterminated... or destroyed... or even forgotten... all I think about is you.